Monday, September 14, 2009

this weekend was a weeekend of could have.
it was fun, but it could have been better =)

before i go to work, i'll just blog about it.

i had a totally crazy night with ulysses.
it was great, but the night could have been much much better ;)

went to CF at albie place and had a fun time of fellowship and fun playing apples and apples. =)

went to APSN which i got lost in and had fun with the people ppl there.
it could have been better if i had known i wasnt going church the next day.
i would have stayed and it would have been more fun. but ohwells.

that was sat.

sun was boring, at least the morning part. i got to know of some stuff and i wasnt too happy.
but lucky bestie decided to come over and showed some concern. =)
i really appreciated the sweet surprise and smelly hug. hehe

listened to sermon about joy,
the most gist i got out of it was that when we are exposed to external harms and are at internal disunity, we should always show humility and thus be right be God. not thinking right now, will edit when i get back to the page.

then then then i went to meet my friend whom had some problem, and back to home to sleep.

eventful weekend yet again.



Wednesday, September 09, 2009

tonight i just wanna hide in my little cave,
so just let me be emo for a bit.

was listening to this song on my way home...
and i felt like i couldnt control the tears again. its so hard.

when you're gone.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you



i thought the lyrics were really meaningful, at least for me.
i dun wanna act strong tonight, i'm tired. i dun wanna put on tt facade, not for tonight. i just wanna let loose a bit.









dun worry.. everyone will embrace u with open arms. i will do fine on my own.



Tuesday, September 08, 2009

the little boy looks around and realised, everyone has moved away.
despondent about the end of things, he starts to walk away too.



Sunday, September 06, 2009

dun feel too good about stuff.


i need free hugs



Saturday, September 05, 2009

how deep can it go?
God, it let crush, be with me.