Saturday, July 28, 2007

i just returned from my two weeks confinement yesterday.

well, what can i say, its quite xiong inside, at least for my company.
we didnt have much admin time, our section commander was from mohawk in the past.
thus even though it was confinement, hell was already quite visible for some of us.
hahaha! i got into taurus company platoon 3 section 3 bed 3. lucky number hor?
lol.

but lifes still not bad, though it was quite hard to adapt intially but when i got to know my bunk mates better life wasnt too much for mi to handle anymore. i've a great bunch of buddies in there. haha! and my platoon had girls, so when we have aprades like this, we were always in the limelight because the tv crew would often zoom into our platoon. wahahaha! u might think its nice, but i rather not.

ok la..i need to go do my homework for army already. lolz. catch up with everyone soon alright! =D



Thursday, July 12, 2007

1:16:43.
that was our timing.
we broke last year record of 1:16:49, we hold the fastest timing for alumni record.
we got first overall for alumni.
though not the first for the whole school. but things were just like we dreamed of.

its a dream come true. having cross that last lap, making our way back to the starting line, with our heads all throbbing, our vomit fluids at our throat's brim, and found out that we got a number "1" position for alumni category. like what i always say, its better than Or***m. sorry for being dirty, but yea man! haha! Yi Wei and i managed to receive our medal side by side.

A true moment of glory. it feels great to be able to stand at the platform with everyone's recognition of our hard work. and that all our sweats, our efforts, our determination, finally paid off in this very special day. yesterday was one of the best days of my life.

i wasnt even concerned with the prize. i was just totally obsessed with the gold medal. the glory.
we even shut our dear in another team up. if not for Satisyh, we wouldnt have held our tone. ahhaa! but honest, i think we were a little too overboard. all in all. a great evening.

had our swensens treat at marina square, free main course, and free earthquake, damn, they taste even better than any other day.

a great souvenir before i enlist.

but just because things were so nice,
i started getting really emotional. honestly the parting part was really hard. having to part with my close buddies that i've trained with side by side, and my buddies whom i've race together with. buddies i can truly call my own. sigh.

i almost broke down like yesterday and today. when i had to slowly part with every single one of them. it was not easy. honestly it wasnt. but i had to hold it back. i had to be strong. =) damn.

there is nothing for mi to fear bout tml, but i'm just really sad that all this had to end now.

wahahaha. yesh. i'm emotional, i'm having pre NS symdrome. but i cant help it.
i love you guys man.



Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the
following questions with the first
thought that comes to mind. Then read
which each answer means. (No cheating!)


1. You are not alone. You are walking
in the woods. With who?

2. You are walking in the woods. You
see an animal. What kind ?


3. What interaction takes place between
you and the animal ?



4. You walk deeper in the woods. You
enter a clearing and before you is your
dream house. Describe it.


5. Is your dream house surrounded by a
fence?


6. You enter the house. You walk in to
the dining room and see the dining room
table. Whats on it?


7. You exit the house and a cup is on
the ground, what kind of cup is it?



8. What do u do with the cup?



9. You walk to the edge of the property
where you find yourself standing at the
edge of a body of water. What kind of
body of water is it?



10. How will you cross the water?



NOW WHAT IT ALL MEANS.
DONT READ THIS IF YOU HAVENT FINISHED
YET!!!

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1. The person who you are walking in
the
woods with is the most important person
in your life.


2. The size of the animal is
representative of your perception of
the
size of your problems in your life.


3. The severity of the interaction you
have with the animal is representative
of how you deal with your problems.


4. The size of your dream home is
representative of the size of your
ambition to solve your problems.



5. A lack of a fence is indicative of
an
open personality. People are welcome at
all times.
The presence of a fence
indicates a closed personality. You'd
prefer people not drop by unannounced.



6. If your answer did NOT include food,
flowers, or people, then you are
generally unhappy.


7. The durability of the material with
the cup is made of is representative of
the perceived durability of your
relationship.


8. Your disposition of the cup is
representative of your attitude.


9. The size of the body of water is
representative of the size of your
sexual desire..


10. How wet you get in crossing the
water is indicative of the relative
importance of your sex life.


INTERESTING.



Monday, July 09, 2007

i had a great day on sunday.

tried the HK Kim gary restaurant. their food was really yummy! a place to try for food lovers.

had mix and match of ben's and jerry's ice cream.
guess theres no need for comments since its from B&J. haha!

then i watched transformers. it was a great show. the director must have been a childhood fan of the cartoons because it was like a realistic flashback to our childhood memories. haha!

all in all, a great day. need i say more? hehe
=> thanks alot too! :) :)



had a light training today, then went for dinner at an indian restaurant. basically had our training continued there. dont be alarmed. our captain were just training us on our cardio system and abs. we were laughing at we dont know what for the whole of the dinner. hahaha!

fwe days more to enlistment. gonna be like, so emo on fri. i even pictured myself hugging my parents seeing mi off during bathing today. i'm gonna miss my little bro so much! not to say my whole family la. haha!

till then. look forward to my wednesday post. pray for our team everyone. if u had, pls do so again. hahaha!



Monday, July 02, 2007

we had a match today, against EEE.

if u're jus interested in cutting short,

we lost. 4-1.

things were looking really good. we almost seemed to be owning the first match.
but then, after we let in our very first goal, we lost it. our concentration, our focus, our temper.
we lost to our emotions.

during the second match everyone was practically in a war. a fight of body masses and career ending tackles. emotions flew, tackles were relentless. i'm thankful no one got seriously injured.
nasir got flag out for something which wasnt his fault. got that poor guy all emotional during and after the match. really felt sorry for him. zai got so pissed he went down hard on one of the guys. i made a lot of blunders myself. i'm really sorry shah. i could feel your pain.

but its jus a game. we can do better next time.

i noe its not something to be really proud of. but i just felt a need to blog down on my virgin goal.
the only thing tt relieved me after the whole match. it was a cross, the keeper slipped it to the right. went for the ball in between two defenders and pushed it in. its really..a freaking nice feeling to see how the ball actually rolled in. i dunno how to put tt feel into words. but you get it dont ya? ;)

but overall, the whole team including was really sad for our loss.

its like, the feel of a real match and the normal kickabouts really differ a lot.
field soccer feels so much heavier. theres no time to think, no time for hesitation, no time for space, no time to aim. everything is set during those few split seconds. and consequences befalls immediately. a whole new level to pressure.

i guess like my sister, i do have v low self esteem too. i got really scared when i first stepped into the field too. because i'm constantly haunted by the pressure that lotsa people are expecting me to fail. the ball seems so heavy every time i get near it. especially when i'm playing defence. because its either i get the ball, or i fail my role.


but this is the past. nothing to regret, nothing to hang around for. the only things we should hold on for the match is the lessons that will make us become better. =)

cage futsal tml. gonna be fun fun fun. =)