Tuesday, November 04, 2008

last week came a bomb from higher ups that i would have an exercise until tml.

very sudden, very rushed.


but it left me time to think too.

i dun wanna be emo. but i guessed i kinda showed it to everyone.
who would understand?
maybe i should learn to be strong and let go too.
maybe by letting go my heart wont ache so much.
maybe if i can stop being emo i would stop being so mean to everyone.
so much thoughts running thru my mind now.



maybe i should make it all easier for everyone.
i shouldnt be greedy with her.
life can be better that way too. no matter what may happen.
this comes the point where the spark of my emotions comes back to the wheel rotating.


so many did it before, alone.
i can too.


sometimes i also dont even know how to feel anymore.