Sunday, December 09, 2007

i need to clear this up..

it is a big misunderstanding..
everyone is mistaking each other intention.

i dunno how but i just hope the whole mess will die down soon
if it needs to, i will willingly take it all.

as usual..i find no point explaining anything..

if i am what i appear to be what i am...then so be it =)
i'm really fine by it,
i'm not denying anything =)


because many wont believe mi anyway, and those whom does wont need my explanation

it will never end as long as someone is not happy.
so let mi try to please everyone can?
i just know tt from the start, i have not done anything to aggravate the matter..
and i dun like it when ppl are getting affected because of me.
so lets all just let it be ok? peace out

on a more selfish tone..

i think i am having a really hard time trying to cope with my struggles currently..
pls let mi have a break can?
i feel like i am just being striked at from all sorts of direction mentally..just so anyone know

being helpless tt my loved ones are getting hurt and affected, causing misunderstanding to ALL my loved ones, being misunderstood by my loved ones, and having to face mental torment in camp with no one to understand what i am going thru in and out of camp..sigh


honey, thanks for the nice card, it means a lot to me..=)